Springing inside me, dancing to the tunes of my heart? Things that I once repelled are softening me in ways I can’t explain. People that I thought I would never talk to again because of the ways they have hurt me, are somehow making a place in my heart again.
Is that what forgiveness is called? Or is it empathy. I gained perspective the minute I understood the reason of my sorrow. It somehow didn’t make me mad but surprisingly made me smile.
Guess somethings are worth melting for. Maybe I wasn’t at peace because I was happy and they weren’t. I melted the minute I saw them happy. How is this natural? Am I seeking happiness around me so much that it came back looking for me? Have I been focused on love so much that the pain body inside me melted?
Some say there’s magic everywhere. I never found it even though I desperately looked for it everywhere except within myself. I guess when they talked about magic, they meant the magic within us. An iridescent glow blinded me and tears started flowing through my eyes. When I checked, the glow came from within me.
Is this a new growth? I don’t know. All I know is that there’s fire in it and it’s burning the bridges I had with myself.
Smita in words 